Just for this moment
“The night was damp and dark. The wind had never felt so threatening before this hour, ever. The icicles that hung above me sparkled in the bright specks of light from street lamps and store signs. Snow tumbled lightly to the cement of the quiet city. I saw strangers walk by from above on my balcony; they looked lonely. Shopping bags and fresh takeout lightened my eyes as the groups of friends waited for taxis, they laughed with glee but sounded dead to me. I puffed my lips around my cigarette once more in warmth as my toes started to curl while I leaned my elbows on the ledge. As much as I enjoyed my life in the city I always thought it was a bit lonely. People active around the clock shopping, eating, socializing, and just plain living; but it wasn’t for me. I always pictured more of a suburban area for raising my family. Growing up I despised the city life. I thought nothing more of it than a place where people grow to see failure and become disappointed with their lives. When I thought of the streets I would think of graffiti and crimes as a daily business for some citizens. But as I continued here I grew to love it. Mainly because I didn’t care where I was necessarily, as long as I was with the person I love; the person from the city. The person who’s eyes sparkle in the neon lights at night, the person who tumbles around the streets aimlessly because time isn’t a concern when we‘re young, the person I once would of called a stranger, and the person I see laughing with friends is nonetheless the person I ended up falling for. Someone who was never perfect, but no criminal either. Have I really kept such high standards up to the point where I met this person? Did I lower myself by falling in love with someone upon whom I used to look down upon? He is to illustrate himself of why I do the things I do now, because I put him before me. I’ve contradicted my past beliefs and stereotypes into present time as a sad misunderstanding and misread views of people, judging them terribly. Though I once disliked this person I now feel like he deserves better. However the hell he dealt with me and my pristine youth was, and is still beyond me. Maybe he just enjoyed the chase; the thrill of getting a rise out of me when he knew I hated him and would purposely act obscene because of it. Thinking back to my adolescence I basically was missing a whole other side of life that nearly passed me by until this person showed me how to live.”
“You coming back inside?” His muffled voice was barely loud enough to even hear. I flicked my cigarette over the ledge and turned around leaning on it. He walked closer to me and wrapped his arms around my hips, his sweater keeping me warm.
“I didn’t mean to wake you.” I whispered nuzzling into his neck. As we stood there huddled in the dark I didn’t have a care in the world. Just for this moment we were the only two people that stood awake in the city in the dead of night. Moments like these are the ones that are worth living for.
- Just for this Moment
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jrocker382- April 1st, 19:30
sleepy
- ReitaXRuki
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- jrocker382
- March 31st, 19:42
calm
ReitaXRuki
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Reita stood in the small shower letting the hot water lavish his skin. He was sore from the live and tired too. He knew that by now he was well clean, but continued to stand and let the water work out the tense knots in his shoulders, back, and sides. After he felt like he’d been in there in eternity he decided that he should get out. Plus he wanted to see Ruki. He was aware that his lover was impatient with things like this. He turned the knobs off and slid back the curtain. He stopped abruptly when he saw Ruki standing, staring at him with his arms folded. There was silence throughout the bathroom for a good long minute, almost awkward. “Mmm… you do look good wet.” Ruki licked his lips and stared the naked man up and down.
“I’m getting out now, so you won’t have to wait any longer.” Reita said bluntly and annoyingly and stepped further toward the anxious man. Ruki stepped forward too and wrapped his arms around Reita’s waist and pulled him in for a hug. “Ruki kun, I’m soaking wet.” Reita broke off while Ruki’s hands were exploring his body. The vocalist loved touching the bassist. He especially enjoyed nipping and sucking on his neck, chest, and arms.
“Rei kun just relax.” The vocalist whispered while nibbling at the hollow of the mans’ throat. The bassist wrapped one arm around the other mans’ neck and let him utilize his skin with tender touches. Then he felt the vocalist’s hand slide down and wrap his slim fingers around his length. Reita gasped at this new feeling. Not like he hasn’t had Ruki’s hand protip him before, he just wasn’t expecting it. Ruki moaned into his lovers’ neck as he coaxed out precum with long, hard jerks. “Mmmh, that didn’t take long.” Ruki said smiling into the mans’ neck.
“Jeez, Ruki san…hey, you’re throat sounds all scratchy. Is it sore from the live?” The bassist asked the smaller man, though he did not ignore what he was doing to him.
“Hai, a little bit. What’s wrong Rei chan?” the vocalist asked slowing his strokes to a halt on the other man, looking in his rich brown eyes.
“I’m tired and sore. Let me dry off and I’ll meet you out there. Reita removed his arm from around Ruki and pulled back to reach the towel. Ruki scrunched his face with a weird expression and walked out of the bathroom. The bassist slowly dabbed off all the little drops of water that remained. He released a heavy sigh and walked out of the bathroom to find the small blonde. He found him laying sideways on the hotel bed fiddling with his watch. “Ruki kun, come here.” Reita explained while he crawled over to the vocalist who looked sad, and he wrapped his arms around his waist. “I’m okay. We’re all tired from the live and we have another one tomorrow. I think tonight we all need a good night sleep. What’s wrong with your watch?” he looked at the vocalist who still appeared to be very sad and held him tighter.
“I think it’s broken.” Ruki limply spoke. He still looked sad and was staring at the broken watch as if he was hoping it would magically start ticking again.
“Ruki chan your not acting yourself right now. What’s the matter? Tell me.” Reita’s voice was sweet and seductive with his deep tone that the vocalist found absolutely irresistible. Ruki wanted to answer, but he honestly didn’t know what to say.
“I had this weird dream awhile ago, and it just sort of stuck with me.” the tiny man started. Reita realized he was letting him in. Letting him know what was going on. He gently took the watch which fumbled in his lovers’ hands and put it aside. Ruki stopped for a minute, but he continued realizing that Reita simply wants to know what’s wrong with him.
“Aoi was in it.”
“Okay, then what happened?” Ruki knew that he didn’t get it. He was afraid to continue. “And stuff happened. I don’t really want to talk about it Reita.” he went on closing his eyes and scrunching his cute face like he had a headache.
“What happened with Aoi kun?” Reita knew that something did happen whether or not Ruki wanted to tell him about it. He started rubbing the vocalist’s back and looked at him with concern just waiting for him to talk again.
“Reita san, I don’t want to talk about it with you.” Ruki tried to keep his composure even though he felt his blood starting to boil at the surface. It was getting late, and Ruki was thinking up an excuse. “Your right. We have another live tomorrow, we’re all tired. Let’s go to bed.” Without another word he released himself from Reita’s hold and snuggled under the covers.
“Ruki…” But Reita didn’t receive an answer. He then climbed under the covers too, stubbornly replacing an arm around the small man again. He loved Ruki and he didn’t want them feeling distant when something was going on.
* * *
Ruki woke to the feeling of lips on his neck. He turned and saw it was familiar Aoi who was straddling him. “Owe.” Ruki whispered while teeth bit the tender flesh.
“I missed you.” Aoi spoke softly looking in his eyes with a smile.
“I missed you too, but don’t be so viscous. Reita will see that you know.” Ruki told the older man in a bit of a scolding manner.
“I’m sorry Ruki chan. I’ll make it better.” Aoi leaned in to kiss him. A taste that the smaller man had been waiting for. That feeling that nothing could substitute, not even Reita. Ruki let the guitarists’ tongue feel around his mouth for a good long while. Ruki broke the kiss for some air and smiled at Aoi.
“I needed that.” Ruki licked his lips and fumbled with his waistband. But Aoi insisted on doing that himself and removed his boxers quickly. He formed a kiss trail from Ruki’s neck to his length and without any hesitation took the head of his length in his mouth.
* * *
Ruki opened his eyes and felt a teardrop slide down his cheek. He turned to look at Reita who looked so peaceful and cute as he slept all curled up with his pillow, and his blonde and black hair all messy. Ruki sat up quickly and breathed hard. He looked under the covers and saw a bulge and could feel his blood rushing through it. Immediately he walked to the bathroom and shut the door behind him trying to keep it quiet. He sat on the bath tub edge and started crying. Tears fell in messy lines down his face while he curled into a ball like figure wishing he never had that dream, or the ones before it.
Reita turned around and opened his eyes. He heard something in the other room and didn’t see his lover next to him. He wandered over by the bathroom door and listened. He heard Ruki crying, and without a second thought he opened the door to make sure he was alright. As soon as he walked in Ruki stared up at him with wet eyes. “Ruki?” Reita said with a shocked, yet tired expression. “What’s the matter?” he asked kneeling down next to the man looking at him seriously. The bassist saw the lump apparent trough the vocalists’ shorts, but he didn’t care. All that he cared about was that the person he loved so much was crying.
“I had that dream again.” Ruki said shakily holding his neck where Aoi had bitten in his very real dream. “I had sex with Aoi. And you didn’t know about it.” At this point Ruki broke down and flung his arms around Reitas’ neck. “I’m sorry, I’m so sorry!” Ruki cried into Reitas’ ear. The bassist just held the small man tightly and listened.
“Ruki kun, it was just a dream. It wasn’t real. You love me, not him. Don’t lose sleep over this.” He heard Ruki getting quieter with his sniffles.
“But Reita look,” he looked down at his shorts and back at Reita. “It felt so real.”
“Ruki, listen to me,” Reitas’ voice sounded very strong and almost angry which Ruki found slightly intimidating. “You are not with Aoi, your with me. You don’t have to feel like your hurting anyone. Hai, sometimes dreams are very real, but sometimes reality is even better when your with the one you love.” Reitas’ expression got very soft and he even cracked a smile. His soft fingertips wiped away tears from Ruki’s face. “Come with me.” Reita stood and picked the vocalist up and carried him out of the bathroom without any words being exchanged. Reita carried him to the bed and put him back down gently where he left earlier. “Lay with me.” Reitas’ voice was soothing and seductive. Ruki listened as the bassist crawled next to him and straddled him gently under the covers. “Everything’s okay Ruki chan.” Reita leaned in and kissed him softly waiting for Ruki to kiss him back. “I love you Ruki chan.” And he kissed him again. He finally got a response from the man under him. Ruki was happy to know that Reita was there for him.
“I love you too Rei chan.” The bassist sat up to remove his shirt then leaned back down and slid his hand up Ruki’s body, but he gave the bassist a look of confusion.
“We still have to take care of something don’t we?” Reita stated matter-of-factly. He leaned down and kissed Ruki’s lower tummy, teasing him.
“You know, foreplay gets old sometimes,” the now calm Ruki said playfully with a smile.
“Oh,…sorry…” and Reita slid back up and removed his legs from the other man and just lay next to him.
“Hey! I didn’t mean like that!…Get over here.” and without a word Reita looked back in Ruki’s eyes and straddled him once more while stroking his silken skin through the single piece of cloth.
- Alice Nine fanfiction!!
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- jrocker382
- March 31st, 19:11
bouncy
Tora stood in his bathroom as he heard voices coming form the outside hallway. He stood quietly and listened. Not to eavesdrop, but pure curiosity sucked him in.
“I don’t know what your problem is Shou! Just tell him.”
“I can’t. That’s why I told you!-Oh, Tora…hi.” The weight Tora was bearing on the bathroom door seemed to have cracked it open enough for it to fling open.
“Hey guys, is everything okay?” The dark haired guitarist asked the two men. Shou’s face turned red and hot on the spot. He couldn’t look into those dark eyes and be truthful now.
“Yup. What were you doing?” Shou raised an eyebrow and looked at him dully.
“I was brushing my teeth.” Though clearly a lie in itself Tora stuck to it. Afteral , he would never tell them why he went there in the first place.
“Okay, well Hiroto and I are going to bed. See you.” Tora watched as the other dark haired guitarist left with Shou. He decided not to continue with his thoughts so instead he went to the kitchen and grabbed his phone. Tiredly searching through his million contacts he stumbled into his bedroom and lay on his stomach in the dark room. It was nearly midnight.
“Hello?” A familiar deep voice answered. “Hey, Reita. What’s up?”
“Tora, it’s so late. Is something wrong?”
“I’m sorry to wake you. I was just thinking and wanted to talk to someone.” As Tora laid in the dark he felt something move on his bed. Instead of reacting quickly he figured it was one of his band mates so he ignored it. Then he knew it was his band mate when someone straddled Toras’ lower back and began to message his shoulders. “Go back to bed Reita kun. I’ll talk to you later okay?” He shoved his phone off the edge of the bed and froze under the awkward relief. “What are you doing?” Tora was curious yet happy to receive such attention.
“I thought I could relieve some tension. You were amazing in the live today.” Shou’s familiar hands made little circles down Toras’ side almost in a ticklish manner. He felt the vocalists’ hands make their way under his shirt and Tora did find that ticklish, but stayed in place non the less. “Tora?” Shou asked almost whisper like and only got a muzzled groan in return. “Why were you hiding in the bathroom?”
“I wasn’t hiding. I told you I was brushing my teeth.” Tora sighed clearly being bothered by the vocalists question.
“No you weren’t. Just admit it Tora san.” Shous’ voice was sweet and soothing, but Tora was getting aggravated at this point.
“What do you want me to tell you?” The guitarist wriggled around so that he now was on his back and Shou was on his pelvis. “Don’t make a big deal out of this Shou!” The blond man just stared down at him making his already perfect pout more perfect. With a moments hesitation he held a hand on Toras chest and bent down to kiss him.
“What the fuck Shou?!” Tora was both uncomfortable and a little scared to be honest. He knew it was his best friend, but best friends don’t kiss each other do they? At least not in that sort of matter?
“RELAX Tora!” Shou kept his hands steady on Toras chest so he wouldn’t move. He too looked upset with the other man, but refused to let him go. Tora was shook up and annoyed. Now he just wanted to leave. But in a strange way seeing Shou have an aggressive act, but with a driven mind to keep him there made him look at the vocalist in a different way. He saw him as a protector. To keep someone safe, but safe from what? “I’m sorry I yelled at you Tora kun. I didn’t mean it.” Shou’s face came down closer to his in almost a hug manner, clearly to apologize. Tora actually felt a quick emotion stir through him. It made him sad.
Tora thought for a few moments while Shou finally rested his head on the other mans chest. He slowly started rubbing Shous’ back and realized he was only wearing his boxers. “Shou, you’re my best friend and I do love you. But I need some time before we get like this okay? Can you be patient with me for a little while? I’ll get there.” He felt Shou wrap his arms around his sides and kiss his neck.
“I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to seem pushy. After tomorrow Alice Nine won’t be together for awhile because of our vacation. I won’t see you for a week.” Shou was petting the guitarists shoulder while he spoke softly to him. “I know you’ve never been with a boy before and for that I didn’t mean to freak you out.” Tora felt a small smile crawl across his chest from the smaller man.
“Well I’ve never been one for relationships in general. I haven’t dated for like, ever, so apparently sex is just out of the question!” Tora smiled too realizing his own lameness. Shou raised his head again and looked at the dark haired man with light eyes. Then kissed him again with parted lips. Tora still froze but not nearly as much as before. Shou knew this wasn’t a protest so he kept his lips to Toras and started a
comfortable rhythm. Tora seemed comfortable, but not quite enough to go further.
“Shou, we should, get some sleep. The plane leaves early tomorrow.” he whispered between soft kisses.
“I know.” Shou pulled his lips away pouting. “You get some sleep alright. Good night Tora kun!” He slid off Toras bed and left the room. Tora laid there still in a daze over what just happened. He thought about what he would do over his vacation. He’d probably just think about Shou most of the time. He closed his eyes and let his mind take him to places he only wished he could be.
* * *
A week later after Alice Nine met up in the hotel they usually stay in Tokyo Hiroto, Nao, and Saga left for a guys night on the town. They invited the other two but they didn’t want to go. Apparently they had other plans! Both men quickly went for the couch and wrestled for the middle. Tora being stronger than the other man managed to seat his rear there before Shou which only led him to sit on top of Tora. They embraced in a big bear hug before anything else. “I missed you!” Shou whispered in Toras ear and kissed his cheek and jaw.
“I missed you too! What did you do for a whole week without me?” Toras’ eyes were sweet and stared at the vocalist with pure lust.
“You tell me first Tora kun!”
“No, you.”
“You.”
“You.”
“I thought about you mostly. I had dreams about you too.” Shou quieted his words as his lips got closer to Toras. His open mouth looking for the guitarists’ tongue. As they swapped spit Shou noticed the other man hardening under his touch.
“Shou?” Tora asked very soft, almost whisper like.
“Mmm?” all the vocalist could respond to was a mumble. Pulling his lips away he looked at Shou.
“How do you wanna do this?” A smile crept across Shous face.
“What were you doing during your break? Shou mumbled.
“What does that have to do with us right now?” Tora responded slightly defensive.
“You weren’t watching gay porn were you Tora san?!” Shous smile widened even more.
“Why would you say that?” he cupped Shous butt and started rubbing it slowly trying to distract Shou from the subject.
“Because last week you wouldn’t even kiss me and now your asking me how we should continue. I just guessed!” The vocalist moved himself off Toras lap and discarded his shirt while Tora watched with curious eyes.
“Keep going.” Tora whispered sarcastically as Shou followed the wanting command.
After Shou teased the guitarist a little bit with his belt he held his hands out for Tora to take them.
“Your turn.” Tora just smiled and took Shous hands which helped him stand too. He removed his shirt as well becoming hesitant of what he was to remove next. “Come on…” Shous voice was soothing yet encouraging. It was what Tora needed to keep comfortable. He did as Shou requested and removed his belt and slid down his pants. He watched Shou as he removed his own boxers and examined the beauty of what hid under them. “Do you like what you see?” Shou asked placing his fingertips around Toras hips, playing with the waistband that rested there.
Tora nodded. Shou slid his fingers down Toras legs pulling the single piece of clothing down with him. After both men were naked the silenced room began spinning with lots of questions running through Toras head. “Shou?”
“Shhh. Come with me.” Shou took Toras hand and led him down the familiar hallway. Into a familiar room and onto the familiar bed. He motioned for Tora to get comfortable and waited until he did. He then straddled the guitarist and put his arms around his neck. “Are you okay?
“Yes.” Tora realized that he wasn’t scared anymore and that he wanted to keep going with Shou. “I want to do this with you.” Without a word Shou moved his hand to the bed stand and pulled out a condom and lubricant. He tore open the small package and rubbed Toras length before rolling it on him. “Are you sure?” Tora looked at him with big brown orbs.
“Tora san stop asking so many questions. You’ll be fine.” Shou was slightly annoyed but he knew why Tora was asking them. He spread his legs over Toras and squeezed some lube onto his newly coated length and stroked up and down.
“Tora, I need you.” the vocalist glazed at him with glassy eyes and honesty. Toras eyelids closed as he felt Shou stroke him. Only but a moment later he flicked his eyes open and positioned his slick tip a the entrance of the other man. Shous whimpers became needy, almost demanding, but Tora welcomed them. He waited for Shou to set himself around his length because he wanted him to make sure he was ready. Shou moved down slowly wanting Tora to feel every little sensation. He rested his hands on Toras chest while Tora placed his around Shous hips, helping them rock up and down.
All Tora wanted to do was throw his head back and forget everything around him, but he couldn’t. He found himself unable to stop staring at the man on top of him. His light hair messy, skin flushed, teeth biting his bottom lip, body tensed, but relaxed, and the ambition he had a long time to claim the guitarist for himself. Tora loved Shou, even more than he realized. The simple thought of locking himself in the bathroom for a little personal time with his fantasies never seemed to be more to him than a mere image of the vocalist.
Tora started pumping himself involuntarily into Shous thrusts. He kept a sturdy hand on his waist but removed the other hand and slowly jerked Shou as well. Both their breaths were elevated and short. Shou was whining as he was closer than Tora.
“Tora.” Shou couldn’t resist but to whimper. Tora pumped again, harder and faster. He then felt the warm liquid pool in his hand and Shou sank down completely covering his length. He gently grabbed a handful of Shous hair and pulled him to his lips for a deep and wet kiss. Tora then smacked his ass lightly, “up.” Shou lazily did as Tora wanted. Then the guitarist leaned by the bed stand to get a kleenex to wipe off the liquid on his hand. While he did so Shou pulled his thigh toward him so he didn’t move too far and placed his reddened lips around the tip of his still hard length.
“Shou,” But any intention of words he had was automatically lost. Shous hands were just below his waist keeping him from bucking while he bobbed his head slowly just to torture him. Toras moans were getting louder and more deep as he got close. He felt the tip of Shous tongue move in circles around his tip and with a final suck Tora came fast.
They cuddled together, feeling each others warmth and pulses regulating. Shou was about to kiss him when he pulled his head away slightly to speak, “It was kinda like that, only without you.”
“What was?” Shou gave a slightly confused gaze at him.
“When I was in the bathroom, ’brushing my teeth’.”
“I knew you were lying.” Shous confused look morphed into a wide smile, clearly understanding what Tora was saying of him. They kissed again without wanting their lips to break apart. “I love you Tora.”
“I love you too Shou chan.”
- AoiXKai
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- jrocker382
- January 4th, 19:43
- content
~Fanfic 3~ [=
Aoi/Kai
Aoi was third in line to come out on stage. When all men ran into position and started playing loud music the fans remained silent. The men stopped playing immediately and wondered why they were dormant. They looked around at each other and realized the were all naked!…
Aoi woke up with a cold sweat, rustling under his sheets. Kai at his side with his arm hugging over his waist. The guitarist sat up slowly and slid out of bed. He walked to his bathroom and took some medicine for his headache. When he returned to the dark chilled room he noticed Kai was flat on his back with a limp erection. A smirk twisted his lips to an evil, but seductive look.
The guitarist climbed back onto his bed and slid a soft touch over Kai’s pants. He looked at the drummer with soft eyes and brushed his hand around the area a little more. Kai’s head was turning and he looked up at Aoi with tired eyes. “Aoi Chan…”
“Hai… What’s wrong Kai?” Aoi was looking at his lover with concern now. Kai was merely in tears and had slammed his hand over Aoi’s and removed it from his pants.
“I had a horrible dream.” Kai whimpered.
“What kind of dream? What happened?”
“You were fucking with Reita!” Kai murmured with a hint of anger in his voice. Aoi let out a slight giggle. “What’s so funny?” Kai asked staring at the man next to him.
“I’m sorry, it was only a dream Kai. Besides, I would only fuck with Uruha!”
Kai quickly turned around angrily and pulled the covers over his head, totally shunning Aoi.
“Kai,.. Kai,.. KAI! I was only joking, turn around and talk to me.” Aoi said with his sweet playful voice.
“No.” Aoi removed the covers from himself and straddled the drummer on top of the thick comforter.
“Kai kun, I didn’t mean any harm. I was joking, come on!” The guitarist started hitting the drummer playfully in the sides until he revealed his head again. “There we go!”
“Aoi, please get off me. Now. Please.” Kai looked annoyed, but not angry. Aoi leaned his head down and kissed his lovers lips deeply and slowly. Kai stopped talking immediately and let Aoi dominate him. Aoi began feeding moans to his lover with each kiss. And the drummer found that very sexy and could feel himself hardening under the sheets. Aoi finally broke the kiss for some air and smiled at Kai.
“You can never stay mad at me, you just give in.” Aoi swiped the blankets off of the drummer and straddled him once more with his growing erection brushing against Kai’s.
“I know, it sucks!”
“No, you suck!”
“You!”
“You”
“You!”
“Mmmh…hai.” Aoi replied smiling sarcastically. Kai smiled too. Aoi situated himself better and started lightly nipping at the mans neck.
“Aoi…I’m sorry.”
“It’s alright. I forgive you.”
“Mmmh.” Kai moaned. Aoi slid his hand down the drummers abdomen teasing him at his pant’s waistband. All Kai could do was moan in pleasure. Aoi sat up to remove his shirt and slid off Kai’s pants. “Aoi-…” A cell phone interrupted Kai abruptly.
“Let me see who it is okay.” Aoi reached to the table and looked at the name. “It’s Reita… Hello?” Kai wiggled himself from under Aoi’s legs and left the bedroom stubbornly.
Kai went to the couch and turned on the T.V. He found there was still a movie in the DVD player so he turned it on. Kai felt himself hardening again watching the sexual images so he slid his hand down his pants. He closed his eyes and pictured his lover.
Aoi quickly finished the conversation with Reita and went to go find Kai. He heard moans coming from the living room and thought of Kai. Could he be watching porn? Did he leave the apartment? A million thoughts were running through his head as he felt very bad for ignoring the drummer. He found Kai on the couch with his hand down his pants and his head back. Aoi didn’t know if he should say something or if he should let Kai finish. He decided to speak to him because he didn’t want to go to bed knowing that Kai was mad at him. “Kai Chan?” he whispered from behind the couch. “I’m sorry. Come to bed?”
“Why should I? You’ll probably just talk to Reita again.” Kai said angrily removing his hand from his sweatpants. Aoi walked closer to Kai looking sad. “I’m sorry Kai, I really am.”
“I just can’t believe that you answered the phone like that Aoi.” Kai’s cheeks started turning red with frustration and sadness. Aoi leaned in closer to hug him and give him a kiss, but Kai refused. “Don’t touch me!” and Kai walked back to bed. Aoi looked at the T.V. and turned it off. Then he walked back to bed too.
“Kai?”
“What?”
“Remember the first time we both slept in this bed, and you said that you’d love me no matter what? I know it’s been stressful lately but you shouldn’t take it all out on me. I love you Kai.”
Kai turned around and looked at the man next to him all covered up. “I love you too Aoi, and I’m sorry too.” Kai said with a puppy dog expression. “You know, I’m still thinking about earlier. It felt good, so what do you say Aoi?” He asked the guitarist while rubbing his abdomen. Aoi looked at Kai taken aback but excited. “Only if you stop being mad at me tonight!”
“Okay!” Kai kissed Aoi with open lips and hugged him while continued making out.
- Gazette Fanfic
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- jrocker382
- October 12th, 2008
crazy
My GazettE Fanfiction Sequel
Later on that day after rehearsal the rest of the band mates were slightly complexed after comprehending what Kai had left quickly for. Obviously he had his own life along with the rest of the individuals but it just seemed unlikely that he wouldn’t tell anyone. Out of the band the talented drummer probably was the most quiet but he sure did have a wild side and the others just couldn’t imagine something so important to him that he wouldn’t share it with the band. And to announce it at the last minute like that was almost torturous because it was so unlike the dark haired drummer. He had a tendency to get slightly overdramatic and enthusiastic when great news arrived, but not this time and this questioning event started boiling to the surface of one band mates blood.
“I just don’t understand why he wouldn’t tell us. I mean after all we are like family, we’re all so close. I wonder who’s stealing him away?” Uruha looked disappointed, excited, and confused all at the same time under his breath. Excited, probably because he noticed Ruki kept staring at him all during practice and being close enough to touch him whenever he could manage, disappointed, because he didn’t know if Kai was even alright before he left, and confused because it took awhile to comprehend what had happened only a few moments ago.
“Just let it go Uru-chan! He’ll be fine. He would of told us if something was, ‘wrong.’ Ruki spoke softly into the guitarists neck as he hugged him from behind. His arms wrapped around Uruha’s arms and waist stiffly as they were content, and so was the vocalist.
“Its just so unlike him though Ruki-san. Why am I having a hard time dealing with this?”
“Well, he is like your brother basically, as he is like ours too. Its only natural for an older brother to be protective of his younger brother. I hope everything goes okay too you know.”
“Okay, I guess I am the only one then thinking its weird that Uru has a problem with Kai going on a date. What’s the big deal dude? We should be happy for him, not depressed about it.” Aoi asked quite impatiently with a slightly raised tone of voice as he stood by the couch placing his polished guitar in its case. Reita shot Aoi a cold look as to drop the conversation but Aoi ignored this signal and looked at the other guitarist curiously waiting for his question to be answered.
“Aoi you don’t have to get into this. I was just saying that its awkward for him to not tell us something like this.”
“So you think its odd for Kai to go on a date? Good for him. I’d need a break too if people were hounding me for being all ‘suspicious’. He’s not all sweet and innocent you know. God, how much do you even know about that boy?” Aoi snapped sharply sounding almost mad and defensive. A glazing look in his darkened uneased eyes usually told the band members not to mess with him but Uruha seemed to be persistent right now at pushing his buttons.
“Aoi. Come here.” The loud sound of Reitas deep voice boomed through the air and around the room. Aoi quickly shot a look at the bassist, glaring like, and headed toward him without saying anything. Ruki had a look on his face that Reita took as a sort of thank you for stopping this out burst. “I think we should go outside and talk. Get your cigarettes.”
Aoi didn’t talk at all he just followed orders that Reita gave him. He headed out the door first and when he heard the door slamming shut behind Reita he was very curious as to why the blonde pulled him out of that room. “What was that for?”
Reita didn’t respond but grabbed Aoi’s arm gently and pulled himself closer to the dark haired man and kissed his lips with his own. Aoi was slightly taken by surprise but he tried to relax and close his eyes. Calming down, Aoi swung an arm around Reitas back slowly. But the bassist pulled away reminding himself that he wanted to talk to the guitarist about what was going on. Their bodies still close to each others Reita smiled at him and Aoi smiled back lightly.
“Now, would you mind telling me please why you flipped out on Uru?” Reita asked very quietly, almost whisper like as he searched for his pack of cigarettes in his faded jeans.
“I don’t know. I guess its- I don’t know.”
“Yes you do Aoi-san, tell me.”
“I don’t know Reita.”
“Aoi.”
“WHAT?”
“Calm down Aoi all I’m trying to do is keep the peace here. You really are too making a big deal out of this and you don’t even know what’s happening with Kai right now. I was going to tell you because him and I talked yesterday about it, but if your going to act like a dickhead toward Uru then you don’t deserve to know.”
“I’m sorry. I really am, I don’t know whats going on with me lately. I would like to know though if you would tell me. Please Rei-kun?” Aoi’s facial expression formed to a sad puppy looking pout. Reita couldn’t ignore him. He rolled his eyes and took a puff from his cigarette.
“Remember some months ago he was dating that one brunette girl and after the live in Tokyo we went to the hotel and Kai opened his room and there she was with-”
“Hai, I remember. So what about it?”
“Well she’s been calling him I guess now for like the last month and he finally talked to her and she wanted to apologize. He was meeting her today because she wanted to talk in person. He only said it was a date so that you guys wouldn’t ask all these questions where he was going and with who. And he really did like her but she ripped out his heart. So he didn’t want to sound all miserable and stuff. He just simply covered it up.”
“He’s not giving her a second chance is he?”
“I don’t think so. No.”
* * *
“I feel bad now for chewing Uruha out. Im gonna go talk to him. Can I tell him what you just told me?
“Sure.” Reita pulled Aoi closer to him and kissed him once more with soft lips. “I’m gonna go to my place now. Come by when your done okay?”
“Okay.” Aoi said with a smile across his attractive face.
Reita headed back into the rehearsal room to get his bass to bring it home. Making his way silently to the couch Ruki nudged his back a little indicating that he wanted to talk. Reita continued to get his base then said, “Walk with me to my car. We can talk there. Hey where’s Uruha?” Ruki just shrugged his shoulders. “We’ll talk in a minute Reita.”
When they walked through the parking lot it was clear that they both were thinking that it was awkward because there was such a prominent silence. “So uhm, how did it go with Aoi?”
“It was fine. I told him why Kai left. Kai told me yesterday. Did he tell you too?” Reita asked while he was addressing the correct key into the door of the shiny new car.
“Hai. He did. That’s why I wanted to talk to you actually. I didn’t know if you knew what was going on. Poor Kai. I really hope everything goes ok today.”
“Hai, me too. Hey, do you want to chill at my place for awhile with me? Aoi’s going to come over later after he’s done talking to Uruha. Hey, maybe we could have a party!” A laugh started rumbling throughout the silence. Ruki smiled.
“Sure. I’d like that. I’ve been kinda bummed lately anyway.”
“Why’s that? I thought that since you have been with Uruha lately you’ve both been really happy?”
“We are very happy with each other, but its something else.”
“Are you going to tell me or what!?”
“Well, I’ve started smoking again. Its been really hard trying to keep it from Uru because then I feel bad. I’m hiding something from him and I don’t want to. Well, I just don’t want to smoke anymore period, but then it just got eventually to the point where I would almost do anything to take one more puff.” Ruki informed Reita while they were in the car on the way to Reita’s apartment.
“Sounds like a drug more than a cigarette! But I know what you mean though. I’ve tried and failed a couple of times. But also too Ruki-san, Uruha smokes. So why are you trying to impress him with this?” Reita asked calmly but also in the sarcastic indication of “What the fuck that’s stupid!”
“Well I want to quit for myself. For my health and for my performance. And Uruha was so proud of me cause I did stop for awhile. He said to me too that he hoped I would quit because he didn’t want my voice to get horse in the future for our lives and stuff. And I agree too. I just, feel like I let him down.” The small vocalist whimpered quietly and had his head down with his arms hanging lifelessly in his lap.
“Oh I see Ruki-san. Well think of it this way, your thinking of him, you did quit for awhile, and your still not smoking heavily right?”
“Right. But its not the same.”
“I know dude. We’re gonna have fun though at my place. When your with Reita you will have fun! And…I have a surprise for you!” Reita grinned widely and looked and the man to his right.
“You do? What is it?” Ruki looked back the other blonde man with a twisted look on his face. Pushing a smile across his face in a questionable manner.
“I cant tell you! Nice try!”
“Please?”
“No Ruki-kun!”
“Please?”
“No!”
“One hint?”
“Mmmhhn.”
“Please?”
“Hai. One.”
“What is it!?”
“Ruki!”
“Is it small?” The shorter man asked slowly raising an eyebrow sarcastically.
“Hai.” Reita replied with another grin. No more hints. We’re here. The two band mates got out of car and walked their way into the bassists apartment. It was more like ‘condo’.
I actually have a surprise for all of us but their all different and personalized.
“Personalized ehh. What is it?” Ruki asked again still with a smile on his face.
“You will get it later, don’t worry! Speaking of later would you mind if the others come over too? We can party!”
“Yeah I don’t mind. Hey, uhh I feel really bad doing this but uhh could I please maybe bum a cigarette before Uruha and everyone comes over?”
“I know your having a hard time right now with it but if your just gonna feel bad about it later I don’t want you to. I want to help you too and by having me give you one wont solve anything! So I’d prefer it if you didn’t okay!”
“Okay Rei-kun. I know, your right. Thanks buddy! And if by chance or something I do get drunk don’t let me have any okay?”
“Okay!” Reita grinned back at the tiny vocalist. “Care for a drink, or two?”
“Sure!” Ruki felt very happy now that he had told somebody why he was all bottled up inside. “So when are you going to call the guys?” He asked sucking down a very alcoholic drink the other blonde handed to him.
“Um I was thinking now actually if that’s okay? I’ll see if Aoi is done with Uruha.” He strolled onto the couch and called Aoi on his cell phone. “Huh? That’s weird. He didn’t answer his phone. I wonder where he might-” But Reita got cut off by the sound of a knock on his door. He stood up and looked through the peek hole. It was Aoi with Uruha at his side. “Aoi I just tried calling you! Hey Uru!”
“Yeah sorry we were like, here so I didn’t answer! Hey Ruki!” Aoi slipped off his shoes next to Reitas and Rukis next to the door. “Oh, you have drinks, sweet! Are you throwing a party or something Rei-kun?” Aoi walked over to him and looked very happy, which took the blonde man by surprise.
“Ah, hai. I thought the band could have fun tonight and party it up!” Reita hugged Aoi after explaining the situation.
“Rei-chan got us surprises too!” Ruki said all smiley as he got up to hug Uruha. “How are you Uru-san?”
“Great. Aoi and I talked it over after rehearsal and its all good. I know what’s up with Kai too. How are you Ruki-san? I missed you!” Uruha said softly as he hugged the smaller man back tightly.
“I’m good. I’m excited! I want to know what Reita-san has for us! I missed you too Uru-chan! Ruki sat down next to the taller guitarist at the mini bar in the kitchen. So what now Reita?”
“Well since you wont let it go, I’ll just bring the stuff now!” Reita still had a grin on his face which made the others smile as well.
“What’s going on? What is he getting?” Aoi asked looking confused. He stared at the doorway that the bassist went through and watched him come out holding a small box in his hand.
“Okay.” He opened the box delicately with a fragile touch and held it toward the others. “Pick out yours!” The men quickly looked into the box and their mouths dropped.
“Oh my god Reita!” Aoi gasped, “Those are awesome!” Aoi picked the pendant with his name on it out of the small white box and examined it carefully.
“The GazettE
“Guitarist Aoi”
“Oh my god Reita this is awesome!” Ruki and Uruha picked their grayish black pendants up too and held them to examine the artwork properly. Such intricate detailing and structure of each individuals own pendant. The chain was long and lean and the pendant itself was not just a flat surface. The back was but the front was detailed as it was addressing each band members position in the band and their stage name. Along with an engraving of that individuals face scratched out through the surface of the rough yet smooth metal.
“Oh my god Reita this is priceless!” Uruha shouted in ultimate amazement.
‘Holy Shit dude!” Ruki yelled as he examined his own pendant with glazing eyes.
“I wanted to wait for Kai but he’s gone so we’ll give it to him when he does get back.”
* * *
Aoi placed his pendant around his neck and walked next to Reita with a smile. “Can I talk to you for a minute?”
“Yeah, of course. We’ll be right back guys, help yourself with drinks!” The blonde man followed the guitarist into what he realized was his bedroom. “So what’s up honey?” Reita asked as he sat on the edge of his bed looking eager at Aoi.
“I wanted to thank you for calming me down earlier. I know that typically isn’t like me but I wanted to tell you why I got so upset.” He sat next to Reita on the bed and hung his head down almost looking like he was going to cry.
“Aoi chan what’s wrong?” Reita asked now looking very concerned. He scooted closer to him.
“After we had that live in Tokyo and we went to the hotel you, Uru, and Kai went up to the rooms and me and Ruki went to the bathroom. Well when we were done I went to my room and Ruki went to the main desk for something, when I got in my room she was in there. We had been getting closer because she told me weeks back that she was done with Kai. So when Kai walked in and saw her with that guy it was me. But he didn’t see my face because he ran. I knew it was wrong but she told me before that they weren’t dating anymore.” At this point the dark haired man had broken into tears and his voice was choking up. Reita quickly wrapped his arms around his lover and rested his chin on the mans shoulder.
“Does Kai know about it now you think?” The bassist asked quietly rubbing the man back and nuzzling his face into Aoi’s neck.
“That’s why I was flipping out because I figured that somehow Kai would find out about it and that’s why I got all defensive and yelling at Uruha because I was scared.” Aoi grabbed the other man back and was getting louder as if with anger now instead of sorrow. “I don’t know what to do. Should I tell Kai, should I just let it go?”
“Well the worst thing you can do is pretend like it never happened because it did. Why didn’t you tell me about this?” Reita asked quietly and calming.
“The last thing I would ever want is for you to think of me as a bad person. I’m Kai’s friend and I feel that it was my fault for what happened. I didn’t want to let you down too.” Aoi’s voice sounded choked up again. Reita could tell that this means a lot to him.
“I would never think of you as a bad person Aoi. You’re a great person and a great friend. Bad stuff just happens sometimes and may just bring out even the worst in someone. But that doesn’t mean you’re a bad person just because it was a bad decision.” Reita looked into Aoi’s eyes with a sense of encouragement and he was granted with a look back from teary ones. The quiet room was interrupted by the sound of the other two men almost in a yelling tone calling for them.
“AOI?!”
Aoi sprang up at the sound of his name being called so viciously. He jogged into the kitchen with Reita behind him. When he got to the kitchen he saw Ruki and Uruha holding back Kai.
“YOU FUCKING BASTARD!” Kai screamed at Aoi and broke free from the strong restraints. He was raged with his neck reddish and intensity in his eyes. He lunged at Aoi almost tackling the guitarist right over, but instead he grabbed him by the collar and backed him up against the wall. “IT WAS YOU!” Kai screamed at him again giving no mercy or leeway for explanation. The three men grabbed Kai and with difficulty pulled him back off of Aoi. They tackled Kai to the ground and kept him still until he calmed down.
“KAI STOP!” Reita shouted having to actually sit on the side of the very heated drummer while Uruha had his arms restrained and Ruki was walking Aoi behind the mini bar to calm down and watch the immaturity. Aoi was very scared. He didn’t know what to do. So many questions were running through his head he felt he was going to explode. Every band member seemed so shook up and scared they didn’t know what to do. Kai remained on the floor very red in the face.
“GET OFF OF ME! NOW!”
“STOP SHOUTING! Or I’ll throw you out of here!” Reita spat loud words right back at the tense drummer. Kai just mumbled but he stopped fussing and lay there quiet. Reita slowly got up and Uruha released his grip as well and headed to the couch with Reita while Kai stood slowly.
“Aoi I’m sorry. Could I please talk to you for a minute?” Kai asked trying to stay calm but looked sad overall.
“Not if your going to attack me again. What you have to say to me you can say in front of them. Reita Already knows anyway.” Ruki had an arm around Aoi’s waist to keep him close for they were both scared. Then Ruki spoke, “Kai what happened?”
“She told me she wanted to apologize for sleeping with Aoi and that her baby isn’t mine, but she doesn’t think its his either. Does that answer your question Ruki?” Kai still sounded very mad but considering what happened earlier he was much calmer.
“Kai, we didn’t have sex. She lied.” Aoi said calmly but yet strongly to state the fact that he knew was true.
“Yes you did. Your lying.” Kai had his arms folded and his eyes were narrowing in on Aoi like a sniper on his victim.
“No we didn’t Kai.”
“Then what were you two doing exactly?”
“Why do I have to tell you? We didn’t have sex ALRIGHT!”
“Yes you DID!”
“No.”
“Then tell me what happened, AOI.”
Aoi looked around at the other men just staring at them. He could tell that they were very curious but he did feel embarrassed saying it aloud. He walked over to Kai and spoke it to him softly. Kai just stared at him and walked to the door and shut it behind him. Aoi stood there not knowing what to say or do.
“Well, I need a drink. Anyone else want one?” Uruha said sarcastically walking over to Ruki in the kitchen.
“I’ll help you. I could go for one too!” Ruki half smiled at the taller man and they started getting out bottles and blenders, ice, and cups.
“Aoi lets go finish talking okay?” Reita asked Aoi as he started leading him back to his bedroom. Aoi stood by the bed while Reita shut the door. He strolled over to the guitarist and gave him a big hug. “Its okay Aoi san.” There was a knock on the door and Uruha peeked his light locks through.
“Ruki and I are gonna go okay! We’ll see you guys later!”
* * *
Part 2
In the mid morning the tiny vocalist woke next to Uruha. They were close enough to feel each others breathing pattern. As Ruki started moving he immediately felt hard pounding in his head that reminded him of the other night and how much exactly he and Uruha drank when they got to his place. Managing the headache he stumbled to the bathroom and took some medication to ease the pain. He crawled back in bed and saw that Uruha had turned on his back. He slowly got closer to Uruha and swung a leg over his waist and positioned himself in a straddling position on top of him. As Ruki got settled he noticed a weak erection from the man underneath him. He figured maybe Uru was having an erotic dream. The thought of his lover aroused made him excited and feeling generous. His slim fingers stroked the sides of the taller mans bare sides in a vertical motion and he crouched his head down and kissed the cool skin of the neck. Uruha exhaled loudly almost moan like. He opened his eyes slowly and saw the unnatural blonde hair of the smaller man who was straddling him and kissing his chest area. “Ruki chan!” Uruha whispered with a small smile visible enough to Ruki.
“Did I interrupt your dream?” Ruki looked up at him with big brown eyes in a loving way. Uruha looked down and wiggled his hips a little which Ruki found very sexy.
“Oh, shit. Sorry.” The aroused man weakly tried to get up and rearrange himself so that the bulge was not so close to the shorter man.
“Uru chan its fine! I can help you if you like?!” A smile strolled mischievously across his face and never took his eyes off his lover.
“Mhh…a bit early don’t you think honey.” Uruha stated smiley with an eyebrow raised slightly. He pretended to turn over to avoid Ruki but the vocalist took notice to this at once. “No.” Ruki said happily trying to keep the taller man straight.
“Hai!”
“No.”
“Hai.”
“Uruha!”
“Ruki!”
Ruki planted himself firmly to Uruha immobilizing him. He started to laugh at the silliness they were creating. Uruha started laughing too. “Okay Ruki san! Hai!” He wrapped his arms around Ruki’s waist and helped guide him for thrusts. The pace quickened as both men were fully aroused. Since both men were in their boxers already this convenience was thanked. Their arousal became so demanding that they had to remove the singular clothing. Ruki slipped two hands up the legs of Uruhas boxers and pulled them off. Then removed his own.
“Have I told you lately how much I love you?” Ruki asked in the ear of the guitarist, nibbling on the lobe.
“Ruki, I need you.” Uruha panted steadily in the mans ear while messaging the back of his neck. Ruki’s lips met Uruha’s immediately for a strong kiss in the midmorning light shining through the window. This action only added to the men’s arousal. Uruha stuck out his tongue only a bit while the other man lightly sucked on the tip and worked his skills with the rest. The guitarist allowed his hands to run down the sides of the man on top of him and make their way to the pulsating hard on of Ruki.
“Uruha.” Ruki had forced himself to pant in pleasure feeling the slender fingers stroke his length. The two men heard ringing which told them that it was Uruha’s cell phone. “You have got to be kidding me Uru san!” Ruki softly said sarcastically smiling in Uru’s neck.
“I’m sorry honey, let me see who it is.” he had to practically push the petite man off of him to lean to the edge of the bed to reach his loud phone that remained buzzing on the floor. “It’s Kai! Hello?” Ruki was surprised to receive the information that the caller was The Gazette’s drummer. He remained still at the other side of the bed waiting for the cellular conversation to end. The conversation happened to end quickly and Ruki’s eyes sprung open again with excitement. “He wants me to meet with him at his house. Probably wants to talk about the other night.” Ruki’s mouth dropped open while he over dramatized his arousal and looked as if he were going to die without Uruha. “Ruki, baby, you’ll survive! I promise we’ll continue when I come back okay?!” The smiley face was leaning in to kiss the tiny man who finally closed his mouth to accept the kiss. “Don’t pout at me Ruki san!” Ruki’s face was a bit overdosed in cuteness when he pouted; even a straight man couldn’t resist.
* * *
When Reita woke from the sun shining across his face he looked at his side to cuddle with Aoi, but he wasn’t there. Reita turned the other way and looked; no Aoi. The blonde man stood up slowly and walked out of his bedroom and into the kitchen. Reita found the desired person he was looking for laying on the couch in silence, and assuming to be in a deep sleep. The Bassist, not wanting to disturb him, but at the same time wanted to wake him and guide him to the bed walked over to him and kneeled down. “Aoi san. Aoi san.” Reita whispered steadily as the dark haired man turned to peek one tired eye open.
“Mhm.” The guitarist mumbled pathetically moving closer to the edge of the large couch to be at level with the bassist. Reita stroked the dark hair and watched the man toss and turn.
“Aoi san are you awake? I wanted to see how your doing from last night.”
“I’m alright Reita. Could you hand me my cigarettes?” Aoi sat up dizzily and tried to focus his eyes by blinking and rubbing them excessively. “Arigatou.” He took the smaller white rectangular box and flipped open the top. “So what do you want to talk about Rei kun?”
“Actually, I’ve been quite curious as to what you told Kai that made him leave so angry.” Reita sat next to Aoi and watched him smoke his cigarette as himself lit one.
“Hai, I didn’t want to bring it up at all yesterday but it was called for I guess. I didn’t want the other guys to know. We didn’t have sex we just messed around. We’ll just say that her leg was blocking my face and that’s why Kai didn’t see me.” He created a slightly twisted smirk on his face but the expression of disappointment took over rather quickly.
“Hai, I see.” Reita didn’t quite know how to respond. The imagery of this made his eyes squint. Yet, in a way he found it rather amusing rethinking the way Aoi had explained it! He loved the fact that he could still be buddies with Aoi and also be his lover. He found it a healthy, and rather amusing balance at times.
“Aren’t you cold Rei kun? You’re only in your boxers?!”
“Actually I woke up warm. I had a weird dream and I was tossing the whole night.”
“Tell me about your dream! Was I in it?!” The guitarist seemed to wake straight away with a smile. Which Reita found a bit weird because Aoi was one of those people who got stubborn and sometimes cranky when they are waken by someone else.
“Hai! You were. And so was this couch!” Reita patted the arm of the puffy furniture as he said so. He noticed Aoi raised an eyebrow and looked curious.
“And…?!” Aoi seemed very happy. It wasn’t apparent to whether or not it was the morning cigarette or something else. Before Reita even had a chance to continue speaking the sound of a ringing cell phone started buzzing through the room.
“It’s Uruha.” Reita said to Aoi as he picked up his cell phone from the table. “Hello?” Aoi looked at the bassist curiously while he puffed on his cigarette and repositioned himself on the couch more comfortably. As he did so he swung one leg over Reita’s lap and started tickling his side with his other leg in a very playful manner.
“Stop it Aoi!” Reita said quietly trying to block Aoi’s foot with one hand with a big smile on his face.
“Awe, come on Rei kun; play with me!” The blonde man’s eyes grew big in laughter. Soon the conversation was over and he slipped his cell phone on the floor.
“You wanna play, huh?! Let’s play!” He pounced over to the guitarist and started tickling him back. Loud laughter rang through the newly loud condo. The dark haired man tried to block the strong attempts, but failed to do so. “Aoi san tired already!?” Reita asked grabbing a pillow and smacking the man’s side with it. To Reita’s surprise Aoi grabbed the pillow and pushed Reita onto the floor making sure not to hurt him.
‘Owie!”
“Yes Rei kun, I wanna play with you!” Aoi quickly straddled the blonde on the floor and leaned in to kiss him. Reita accepted the kiss as though it was to be expected. The silly men rolled around on the floor still trying to tickle each other but it ended up turning into a make out session. “I had dream kind of like this once! Think we should go somewhere more comfortable?” Both men stood up and knew where to go, but Reita lead the way. They fell onto the bed sloppily and removed their clothes. “Oh, what did Uru say?” Aoi asked, not at all intending to ruin the moment but curiosity struck him.
“Tomorrow at rehearsal me and him are supposed to meet with Kai early to talk before you and Ruki get there. I really wish he would just let this go.” Reita said lazily as he repositioned himself on the bed next to Aoi.
“I wish he’d let it go too, you know! I don’t really care anymore. If he wants to stay mad at me then he can.”
“Aoi chan you shouldn’t have that kind of attitude, but I know what you mean though. Your just tired of him making a big deal out of this.”
“Yeah.” Aoi crawled up next to him and kissed him with soft lips. Reita wrapped his arms around Aoi and gently stroked is back. Aoi pulled away from the kiss, “I love you Reita.” He stared into the brown beautiful eyes of the man underneath him.
“I love you too, Aoi!”
* * *
Next morning at band rehearsal Reita did as he was told by Uruha and went in early, leaving Aoi sleeping soundly in his bed. When he walked through the door he saw Uruha sitting on the couch tuning up his guitar and Kai was walking in the room from the break area. “Hey guys, so what’s up Kai?”
“Hey, I -uhh, just wanted to make it clear that I’m certainly not mad at you guys, or Ruki. I left yesterday because I really didn’t believe what Aoi had told me. Then when I got home I called her sister and I asked her what happened and she told me. It was hard to comprehend, but he wasn’t lying to me. Again, after rehearsal today I’m leaving again. I actually have a date though this time!”
“With who?” Uruha asked putting down his shiny guitar. “Someone different, I hope!”
“Her sister. She’s really pretty and I think she likes me too! I’m excited! I presume Aoi and Ruki will get here soon. Where are they?”
“Aoi’s at my place.”
“Ruki’s at mine!”
“Oh! I hope I haven’t missed too much of what’s going on!” Kai brought his usual ready-to-go smile and pulled his gloves on to start warming up. “There they are!”
“We’re here.” Aoi said as he walked through the door with the petite vocalist next to him. “We’ve actually been here for awhile. We heard what you said Kai, thanks! I don’t want to fight with you anymore. You’ll whip my ass!”
“Hey, that’s my job!” Reita said sarcastically with a big smile. Everyone else in the room giggled; even Kai.
“Well good! Shall we start, I came up with a new solo idea, It’s better than the other one!”
After rehearsal was over for the day Uruha and Ruki remained the only ones still there, taking their time. “Hey Uruha, you never finished up on your promise!” Ruki said with a dry smirk.
“Your right! I always keep my promises; well most of the time anyway! Lets go on the couch!” Uruha slid a hand to Ruki’s waist to guide him there.
“Should we tell them Uru?”
“Only after they sit on it first!”
- GazettE FanFiction!
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- jrocker382
- August 19th, 2008
My Gazette Fanfic
“Hey guys look!” Uruha said holding yet another shot glass in his boney hand. “Seven!” The tall man said as he cocked his head back in almost a desirable way for the alcohol to hit him almost instantly.
Uruha had insisted that night that The Gazette take a break and have a wild night at a nightclub in town.
“Oh, Uru-san you’re are gonna be walking right anywhere!” Aoi had slurred slowly as he too had been taken aback by his alcohol consumption. Ruki and Kai were the only sober ones in this get together, but they still found themselves completely amused by the other three band mates. Although, Kai was starting to make faces on which Ruki indicated that his mind was reading something like, “What the fuck.”
“Kai, where has Reita-kun gone? I don’t see him and he was behind us awh-” Ruki’s concerning question was interrupted by a shove and then a rather harsh pull on both shoulders. He then felt very uncomfortable as the creepy crawly feeling of legs had been wrapping around his small hips.
“Ruki-kun!” Reita had demanded into Ruki’s left ear. Ruki knew that Reita got a bit touchy feely sometimes when he has reached his limits with alcohol. Ruki, although not in the mood to give Reita a piggyback ride did so anyway because he knew it would please his friend. After a small walk around the nightclub with the bassist on his back breathing down his neck, Ruki decided to tell Kai that maybe it was time they all be getting home.
“Okay, Reita get off of me now. I’m going to take you home so you can sleep, alright. Ruki sort of squatted so the silly drunken man could get off the smaller man safely. Reita’s eyes were bright and shimmering with glee when Ruki looked into them. Although Reita was a so to say happy guy in general he always got a bit extra sweet when he had been under the influence of alcohol. Even too much candy sometimes will brighten that boy up. But Ruki knew that with alcohol Reita could sometimes get a bit easy with the pretty girls around and with that adorable smile too, who knows who might claim him for the night.
* * *
“Where’s the others?” Reita asked loudly with no knowledge what so ever at the volume in his tone. Kai looked at him perplexed, almost angry. And to see that side when it did come out of Kai was indeed quite scary and intimidating. Aoi and Uruha were stumbling over to them. Reita had witnessed some sort of tears trickle down Aoi’s cheekbones. “Aoi? Whats wrong? Are you okay?”
“Hehhhhhhhhhh- hiccup- Im fi-…Im fine!!!! Aoi was not crying like Reita thought, but merely laughing his eyes out! Uruhas face just looked screwed up as if he didn’t understand what was going on period anymore. Kai had agreed with Ruki in the duty of taking them safely home. They had only taken one car there. Their intentions on the evening were to have fun, but they didn’t exactly know it would turn out like this. Which wasn’t a bad thing but Kai and Ruki could both tell that they were both dreading the ride home. Stumbling out of the doorway Aoi had leaped into Reita’a arms to be carried and Uruha was being guided by both Ruki and Kai at each side. The three men in front of the crowd heard a fumble and almost instantaneously whipped around. Reita had fallen, very ungracefully to the ground with Aoi still laughing, landing on top of him. “Ooh, this feels good baby!” Aoi loudly babbled out while his face was nuzzled in Reitas chest.
“Hai!” Reita replied back just as soon as Aoi had finished spitting out his words. Luckily they were all pretty close to Kai’s car so Kai led Uruha into the far right in the backseat while Ruki helped the two fools get up. “Aoi’s mine now!” Reita told Ruki as he saw him coming to get them up. To Ruki’s surprise, it had been fairly easy to collect the three fellow band members and have them willingly go into the backseat. Uruha passed out almost immediately when he was situated in the roomy black car while Reita was on the left side. Since the three were sloppy with their actions anyway at this stage in time Aoi just laid across the two men in the back with his head on Reita’s lap and his shoes digging somewhere into Uruha’s side. Kai was driving and started engaging in conversation with Ruki about Miyavi and his upcoming show. Ruki never minded at all about talking with someone about a fellow musician only this time he was trying to eavesdrop in a conversation coming from the backseat. Ruki was usually mild about things but for some reason he just wanted to know what Aoi and Reita were discussing in the back seat. Trying not to ignore Kai he started talking to him about Miyavi sounding slightly interested as to what Kai was trying to tell him.
After Kai and Ruki were done discussing Miyavi they were figuring out how they should all split up. Aoi’s apartment was closest to their previous destination so naturally they dropped him off first. Aoi must have gazed up somehow and knew where they were because before Kai said anything or stopped the car Aoi said, “Reita’s gonna stay at my place tonight. His house is way the hell out there.” As both men were still very clumsy Kai walked them into Aoi’s apartment until they both fell on the couch.
“Be good boys, okay? Stay here tonight.” Kai said to them and when he felt that they were comfortable he left locking the door behind him. Reita started hitting Aoi playfully in the arms and legs and Aoi threw fists back with no problem. It was clear they were both contently engaged in a playful wrestling match of some sort which somehow managed to get rolled onto the floor continuing. After a few flops and loud giggles Reita found himself straddling Aoi on the floor pinning both his wrists up above his head in attempt to keep Aoi from hitting back. His pelvis not far above Aoi’s with his legs introducing themselves to the dark haired mans hips. The guitarist had a strange look in his eyes. A look that the bassist has never seen before. It was nice look, a comfortable look, a sexy look. There was awkward silence as both band mates kept their positions still and calm staring into each others eyes. Then finally Aoi wriggled his wrists free, Reita still not moving his arms much, Aoi grabbed the back of Reitas hair gently with one hand and with the other hand he stroked his cheek and gently let the white nosestrap fall down his face letting it dangle loosely around his neck.
“Have I told you lately how much I like your nose?” Aoi asked in a quiet but yet still a very regular toned way.
“No.” Reita replied looking a bit shocked as if that’s the last thing on earth Aoi would say to Reita. Reita still did not move. His dark eyes glued to the pair staring back deeply into his.
“I guess that would be because I don’t like your nose. I love your nose Rei-kun!” Aoi’s eyes were very soft now. He attempted at a smile but it came out as a twisted smirk. Reita did not know what to say. He felt this shiver down his spine as his body started to tingle. Instead of saying anything Reita just acted on what was going with the flow. His arms were getting tired from supporting himself in a half push up position on the floor. His arms started lowering and with that so did his lips.
Aoi could feel the warm sensation of Reita’s lips press up against his own. They were soft and very skilled at what they were doing. It was more so a long closed mouth kiss with a very sensual intake. Aoi wanted it to get deeper but he waited to see what the man straddling him was going to do. Reita didn’t know what had come over him. He wasn’t really one to sit there and think about what’s right or wrong he just did as he felt. That’s one thing Aoi always did love him for, as a friend. As soon as their lips came apart both their eyelids flicked open in a flash. Reitas eyes were serious. Aoi’s eyes had changed since he saw Reitas again.
“What’s wrong?” Aoi asked delicately as he tried to make Reita feel more comfortable by the new tone in his voice.
“We’re drunk. Very drunk.” The bassist exclaimed very weakly almost sad sounding. “What are we gonna think in the morning?”
“It doesn’t matter what we’re gonna think of it in the morning. The point is its happening now and we’re thinking about it right now Reita-san.” he quietly reasured, still having one hand on the back of Reita’s head now gently and slowly messaging his blond hair with calming fingertips. Aoi slowly and gently leaned Rieta’s head closer until he took as a signal from Reita by him moving his head willingly, that it was okay to continue. Having been fully engaged in an awkward moment the two of them realized that both were extremely hot. They had been sweaty from the alcohol and the playfulness earlier that Reita pulled away from Aoi again and slowly removed his shirt from his warm torso. Aoi found that very sexy although he knew why too. He thought of doing the same himself.
“I have an idea, follow me.” Aoi slowly wiggled his slim frame out from underneath Reita’s. As they both stood Aoi grabbed Reita by the forearm and tugged gently so that Reita wouldn’t get lost. Aoi’s apartment was very large indeed. More like condo size. He led Reita to this door and slid it open and looked at Reita’s face. Aoi could see the bright blue reflections in Reitas genuine dark eyes from the clear water staring at them from the large pool. They both had a large grin on their face and started to strip their clothes from their bodies.
“You just want to see me naked!” Reita laughed and smiled widely.
“So! You know that I know I want to see you naked and you know that I know you want to see me naked!” It took Aoi a minute to comprehend this to himself what he just said. His smile growing large at the sound of a childish chuckle coming from Reita. Aoi was starting to get turned on by of how attractive Reita was. On the surface naturally Aoi noticed Reita as a decent looking man, but he never really took the time to study him until now. As he was doing this he was realizing that he had to break that thought before getting a hard on. Although he knew what he had just thought to himself about keeping his staring to a minimum he just couldn’t look away. Standing where he was now naked Reita slowly walked over to him. Their eyes never looked out of each others. Reita pulled Aoi’s waist closer to his so their stomach were touching. Aoi felt the prominent force of a warm wet touch which was Reitas tongue sliding right through his lips. Aoi obviously was not going to deny this gesture of comfort and acceptance. The feel of Reitas tongue slipping around curiously inside his mouth made his mind and body go crazy. The feeling almost made it unbearable to keep standing. The heated bassist removed his lips from where they were and dragged a warm slippery tongue from the jugular to his earlobe then slowly started sucking it. Aoi’s mouth opened with a sign of pleasure and relief, releasing a hot heavy breath.
* * *
“Aoi-san. Aoi-san?” Aoi awoke to the sound of his name being called. He looked up and Reita was stroking his hair in the darkness of Kai’s car while it was still, obviously having reached its destination. “Aoi your home now.” Realizing that it had been a dream he had he was both astounded, and to be honest a bit disappointed. He knew that Reita was attractive to other people and did feel a bit jealous waking up knowing that that could yet belong to someone rather than himself.
“Oh. Hai.” Aoi struggled to get up. He was very tired and his eyes hurt from seeing the bright lights radiate from the car’s headlights as the door next to his head was opened by Kai who was smiling down at him.
“C’mon Aoi!” Kai said helping him slowly get out of the car. Kai led him to the door and opened it for him. They all had a key for each others place. Just because they were all so close friends and trusted each other deeply. Kai took out his keys and shook them around until he found the right key that identified itself as the one he had been searching for. Aoi stayed close to Kai’s hip trying to stabilize himself from falling over. Once the door opened the drummer swung an arm around taller man to guide him. They walked into the bedroom and Aoi plopped down to the center of the bed and laid on his back.
“Arigatou Kai-san.” The limp one managed to whisper.
“No problem. See you at practice tomorrow!” Kai simply smiled and left the tired and confused guitarist to sleep it off.
Once the drummer returned to the car he heard a rather obnoxious sound. He turned to Ruki and Ruki had a smirk of both amusement and intolerance. Kai arched his back to see that it was snoring coming from Reita.
Uruha seemed to be slightly annoyed by this too because he peeked one eye through his eyelid and smacked Reitas arm lightly. Ruki giggled at this very weak attempt. “Do you think its safe with that nosestrap still on?” Ruki often wondered about what could happen in a situation like this. He joked often about it with the bassist just to have some laughs but as a friend he was concerned.
“Im not sure. Maybe we should take it off just in case?” Kai too sounded a bit concerned.
Ruki carefully reached around the back and gently untied the strap covering his nose. “I think we should take Uru-san home next. What do you think Ruki-kun?”
“Sure. Sounds good.” Uruha replied now wide awake. “Can Ruki-san stay with me? I thought maybe we could party a bit more. You only had one beer at the club!” Uruha was now sitting straight in his seat with excitement on his face.
“Umm, well,…okay. If you want me to. I guess I wouldn’t mind another drink or two!” Ruki suddenly seemed lively and happy again. When his hopes were high on having fun his certainly intended on doing so. “Think you can handle Reita, Kai?” The smaller man asked the other man behind the wheel sarcastically.
“I’ll be fine with Reita. You party it up with Uruha!” A smiley Kai stared to come back, the wide smile only making the drummer appear even more attractive. There continued to be an awkward silence only broken by the sound of Reitas snoring. Before they knew it they were pulling into the wide clean driveway and then stopped. Ruki said goodbye to the others and walked side by side with Uruha to the door. Once they got inside they removed their shoes and headed to the mini bar in the kitchen. Uruha usually kept a pretty clean living and liked to entertain company. “Your still tipsy Uru-kun!” Ruki stated with another elongated smile as he watched the guitarist randomly stumble into the counter. “Let me help.” The two of them used to be foes in a previous band along with Reita, but since the five of them were formed into The GazettE they evened out their problems for music sake, and eventually came to love each other as friends. Ruki was helping the taller man mix drinks for each of them, both included a rather large perception of vodka. Within a few minutes both glasses were only dripping with the contents that was left. Uruha made his way to the couch, but rolled off immediately. He was laughing so hard that he literally couldn’t breathe for some split seconds. Uruha saw Ruki crawling on the floor over to him. The shorter man could barely stand up anymore from all the excitement and alcohol use. They were both sweaty and warm, their sided bangs were sort of matted to their foreheads. They ended up in a cuddly position on the floor near the couch. “I can’t remember the last time we laughed so hard!” Ruki exclaimed heavily breathing down the guitarists neck. “CATCH me if you CAN!” Ruki shot up sloppily and darted for the other direction, Uruha followed just as messy and tripping over different things in order to follow the vocalists destination. Ruki had found himself collapsing on top of Uruhas bed.
“I finds you Ruki-chan!” Uruha practically leaped onto the bed intending to playfully attack his drunken friend but instead of doing just that he ended up on top of him. Ruki looked happy but confused as well. He wriggled his hips around slightly so he could support his upper half while Uruha was till laying on the other half. As Ruki got situated in his new position he and Uru’s eyes were locked in a deep stare. Ruki leaned forward somewhat aggressively and pecked Urus lip with his own. To his own surprise Ruki was aware of what he was doing, but he liked it so he didn’t stop. Uruha seemed not to be rejecting. Ruki felt tingles over his body sending messages to other parts as well. The two intoxicated bodies started moving into a more comfortable position on the bed which ended up in Ruki being on top, he liked and preferred to be the dominator in most situations but more particularly in these situations. Uruha placed his hands on Rukis chest and pushed him back gently enough to not give a negative reaction, but sternly to make it clear that he wanted to discuss something. “Uru-san, I know what I did and I know you weren’t expecting it but the truth is I’ve been secretly suppressing my feelings for you for a long time now. I was just too nervous to tell you before this but I guess the alcohol was starting to get that secret out of me and-” Ruki got cut off by Uruha who held a soft finger to his red worked up lips and Ruki stopped babbling them right away.
“Ruki-san, you don’t have to explain all this to me. I think we both know what we wanted for awhile too, and what we wanted was each other. The alcohol was just an ease to it. I would of done it eventually if you hadn’t anyway!” Uruha had a little smile on his face while he was gazing into the beautiful man’s eyes. This was a huge sigh of relief for Ruki as he too had a wide smile strolling across his mouth. “So, ahh, do you want to get back to where we were or do you wish to continue telling me your life story?!” Without a doubt Ruki leaned forward and felt Uruhas tongue pierce straight through his lips in search for his own. He was gently messaging Rukis back as he was kissing him a bit more vigorously, their kisses finding a comfortable movement. This was pure ecstasy all in itself; for both men had been longing for it. Uruha started reaching for Ruki’s belt in attempt to remove it and open his pants. Ruki helped, and pulled his shirt right off his shoulders. He lifted Uruhas shirt up and off his head, kissing his neck and collarbone searching for sensitive spots. His hands slowly going up and down his sides. Uruha let out a moan which hit Rukis eardrums as if they were destined to head there. That sound made its way to Rukis cock immediately. He straddled Uruha even harder noticing his intensifying erection. Uruha knew what was happening and with that knowledge he slid a tender touch from Rukis chest reaching slowly to his length. Ruki gasped in excitement not expecting what he had just felt. He pulled his lips away from Uruha and got up slowly to slip his boxers off; Uruha taking the same advantage and removed the rest of his clothing as well. Uruha grabbed Rukis hand with care and consideration and with a smile he guided him to a door and opened it. He locked his arms around the slender mans tiny waist and guided him to a soft surface which indicated to Ruki right away that the soft cool surface was Uruhas bed. “Uru-san, are you sure?” Rukis voice trembled in both excitement and nervousness. He felt the taller man slightly push him onto the bed in a sweet yet playful manner.
“If I didn’t want to I wouldn’t have led you here would I?” Uruha stopped crawling on the bed and moved a few inched away from Ruki. “Unless, of course you don’t want to.” The almost fake sad sounding sentence made Ruki react right away to reasure to him that it was alright.
“No its fine Uru-chan! I just wasn’t expecting it!” Ruki swung a tender arm around the taller mans back and waited for him to come closer. It didn’t take long at all for Uruha to become comfortable again. This time it was him who was straddling Ruki. He lowered his light locks and gave Ruki a deep kiss on his lips, his wet tongue demanding entrance into Rukis mouth. Ruki quickly granted the silent request from the man on top of him. Both bodies were warm, necks and lips reddened. Uruha glided his tongue in spot on Rukis neck and nibbled softly. Ruki let out soft moans until he felt Uruha create a trail a kissed down to his chest then licked around his nipple in a circular motion. This made Rukis soft moans become loud grunts as Uruha bit down gently but hard enough to almost be painful. Uruha practiced to same treatment on the other nipple but a bit more playfully. He slid his body up to be face to face with Ruki and gave another kiss to the soft plump lips. This time Ruki taking domination he moaned into Uruhas mouth which sent a throbbing heartbeat straight to his cock. His hands meeting between their bodies and stroking Uruhas length.
After a long breathless kiss Uruha pulled away slowly gently sucking on Rukis bottom lip. He started the kiss trail again on Rukis chest only the kisses kept getting lower. Ruki threw his head back, his mouth open. Uruha kissed the tip of Rukis cock and slowly took the head into his mouth. Ruki let out a deep moan and searched for the blanket above him to grab onto. Uruha took more length into his mouth and striking the rest with his hand. Every some time he would go back to the tip and kiss it gently and lick it. Rukis moans started occurring more, heavier, and deeper and with that so did Uruhas intake. “Uru-san…I…Im gonna…”
About when Ruki expected Uruha to remove his lips from around him instead he endured what more length he could and continued stroking what was left which wasn’t much, not releasing his lips until all was swallowed. . Ruki let out a long deep moan and tried hard to remain a steady breath. When Uruha thought Ruki was satisfied enough he crawled back up and nuzzled in Rukis neck kissing it. Both men weak and exhausted laid comfortably until they fell asleep.
* * *
“Fuck!” Aoi cursed under his breath as he missed another chord during rehearsal. “That’s the fucking sixth time I missed that one!” I think we should take a break. I’m going out for a smoke.” Aoi put his very polished guitar down on the couch and headed for the door. Reita had thought that there was something weird going on with him all day.
“I’m gonna join him.” Reita too put down his bass next to Aoi’s guitar and searched for a box of cigarettes in his jeans. The door slammed shut behind him. Reita ran down the hall to the outside doors and saw Aoi sitting on the ground with his cigarette in hand. “Hey man. Mind if I join you?” Aoi’s eyes buckled up tight when he looked into Reita’s. His head still pounding now and then from the wild night before. He still couldn’t get that dream out of his mind. He didn’t know why he had it or why he kept thinking about it. But one thing he did know and this thought scared him, was that he liked what happened in the dream. Even knowing it was a dream he still liked what happened. “Is this normal? Why do I keep thinking about it?” he murmured to himself in his mind. Aoi just shook his head in response to Reitas question. “Is something wrong? You seem off a bit today, and not to mention a bit cranky!” Reita squatted next to him puffing away at his own cigarette. Aoi really wanted to confront Reita about what happened. Partially to laugh at it and partially to see his reaction. He was curious to know if he would get angry. He also somehow felt that Reita wouldn’t end up laughing though. That just made Aoi feel even worse.
“No…” He spoke plainly in such a monotone voice, almost sounding depressed.
“Do you want to talk about it buddy?”
“No…”
“Whats wrong Aoi- kun?”
“I DON’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT RIGHT NOW OKAY!” Aoi stared Reita right in the eyes as he busted his words. He got up and squished his cigarette like a bug with his shoe. Reita remained squatted, remaining calm. He flicked his cigarette and got up and stood in front of the door.
“Why not?”
“REITA!”
“Come on, Im like your bro dude, you can tell me anything.”
“Not this.”
“Did something happen with a girrrl!?”
“Stop it.”
“Ohhhh, Aoi-san! You got a new girrrrlfriend?!”
“Reita!”
“Oooooh, what happened!?”
“NOTHING!”
“Ohh, so that’s you want to think happened, ehh?!”
“REITA!”
“Aoi- kun!”
“REITA!”
“Aoi-kun!”
“STOP IT!”
“OKAY!”
“Please move.”
Reita moved away from the door slowly just to piss him off and then to laugh at him making a big deal out of it. When they walked back in Reita noticed Ruki and Uruha were engaging in a conversation and Kai was chugging down water. Reita followed in right behind Aoi with a smile on his face. “Aoi-kun having girlfriend troubles, that’s why he’s such a bitch!”
“Reita! Shut the fuck up!”
“Theres no need to talk to him like that Aoi.” Kai stared at him annoyed slightly out of breath from chugging his water. “Breaks over already?”
“Yes. Everybody get to work.”
“Whats your problem dude?” Ruki asked Aoi quietly as he passed him by to get his guitar from the couch.
“PMS!” Uruha shouted wryly as Aoi walked over to get into position. “Jeez light up man. What happened to make you such an ass today?”
There was no response, Aoi just started playing his solo loudly and quickly as a silent, yet blaring way to tell the others to drop the conversation.
* * *
After practice was over the other three band mates went home while Reita followed Aoi without him knowing. He wondered if Aoi was going to say anything to himself. Possibly think his deep dark secret aloud. And luckily, to Reitas surprise that’s exactly what happened. “God, why do I keep thinking about him? That blonde hair and that nosestrap. That fucking band over his face is just too…too. Ughh. Why did I have that dream? Why did I like it? Why did I kiss him back?” Aoi was walking rather quickly down a usually deserted street. This time he wasn’t alone, but he found that out. Aoi sat down on a the bright yellow curb resting his elbows in his knees holding his face in his hands. He was messaging his eyes when he felt something close to him. He looked up toward the sun squinting and there was Reita standing blocking the sun out of Aoi’s eyes. For about a good minute they were dead still in silence. Reitas eyes huge and dark, his mouth open and breathing slowly. Aoi swallowed hard trying not to choke up the knot in his stomach. “What did you hear?” Aoi finally demanded looking opposite Reita in wait for a response.
Reita sat down carefully next to him. Aoi looked at him as soon as he did. “You kissed me back?” Reitas eyes seemed calm and light. Aoi was very confused but didn’t dare ask anything in fear that a question might make Reita leave or stop talking completely. They stared at each other for a minute, Aoi then looking down with his head low, his chin was raised by a hand and kissed by lips of the blond bassist. Aoi didn’t move, he didn’t do anything but let Reita do as he wanted. Reita pulled away and they looked at each other. Aois eyes large and stunned. “I think we should talk about this. Want to go to my place?”
“We do need to talk. Sure.” They walked back to Reitas car and drove to his apartment. There was a rather awkward silence in the car as they drove, both thinking of what to say next. When they got there they slid off their shoes and sat on the couch, again in an awkward silence. “So, uhh, I guess your probably curious about my dream and what I was talking about?”
“Yeah, you could say a bit.” Though through the dry sarcasm Reita still had a hidden smile on his face. Aoi told him about the dream ignoring eye contact completely. That was just his way of handling things under pressure, no eye contact and nibbling on his lip ring curiously. After Aoi had finished Aoi finally looked at him. Reita had not stopped looking at him the entire time he was talking. “So I don’t know what that means but I think it might mean that I have feelings for you.” Aoi whimpered under his breath sadness and fear in his voice. He had always been confident in relationships before but this seemed to have a much more deep overlook on the situation. He waited for a response looking into Reitas eyes.
“I was waiting until you were going to look at me! Well theres that old saying about exchanging secrets, so I’ll tell you one. I had a dream about you too. Would you like me to tell you about it?” Aois face lightened and he nodded very curiously. “Well, like you it is a bit hard to say…how about I show you! Stand up!” Aoi followed Reitas demand after he did. “Follow me!” Reita reached for Aois hand and led him through a hallway to a door. He pushed the wooden door open and tugged Aoi along inside. “Aois eyes got big and waited to see what Reita was going to do. They had already locked lips so it was sort of obvious what was coming next, but in this situation he honestly didn’t know. “Sit on the edge of the bed.” Aoi did as he was told and watched Reita curiously. Reita was still standing and took off his shirt. Aoi was surprised and excited, he wanted to see more although he was afraid to because of what tempting actions might come with it. Reita sat very close to Aoi and kissed him again. The feeling of Reitas soft lips against his own were astounding. They were warm and full which brought a tingle to Aois body. Reita gently pushed Aoi to lay down on the bed, he swung a leg over to straddle the guitarist while his legs still hanging over the edge of the bed. Aoi was now stroking the bassists abdomen and caressing his lower stomach above his belt. “Your not talking much Aoi-san. You okay?”
Aoi looked at the beautiful blonde and said, “Im debating whether or I should take my clothes off too or if I should wait for you do to do them for me! Just in all honesty!” Aoi had a smile in his face and a chuckled at the end, Reita too smiling. “I like it when you smile Rei-chan! How about we both just take our clothes off?”
“I agree!” Reita got up form Aoi and they stood removing their clothes, both watching each other periodically while smiling. Aoi landed back on the bed when he was naked and so did Reita, again straddling the dark haired man. Aoi place a gentle hand around Reitas neck and the other around his waist. He pulled the blonds head toward him taking full control of this lip lock. Reita gasped as he felt Aoi’s tongue slip to the surface of his lips waiting for him to open his mouth, he obliged with no hesitation as they engaged in a full tongue kiss. Reita started moving his hips back and forth slowly. Aoi could feel Reitas erection which only added to his pleasure. Reita pulled his lips away from Aois to catch his breath and move on working his way down Aois neck. “Are you liking this?” Reitas tone of voice was very seductive in his low, calm, playful voice.
“Yes!” Aoi gasped what he could and started moaning as Reita was teasing him by reaching slowly toward his cock but not actually touching it. Aoi Grabbed a few locks of Reitas messy hair and directed his ear near his mouth and whispered, “You ass!” With a smile on his face he slid his hand down his abdomen to find Reitas hand to introduce it to his cock. He then moaned into Reitas ear and Reita felt as though he was going to explode.
Reita pulled away from Aoi once more and reached under the bed curiously and threw two things onto the bed. A condom and some lubricant. Aoi watched every move Reita was making with pleasure in his eyes. Reita repositioned themselves more comfortably and gave Aoi a deep sensual kiss as he gently messaged one finger around the tight opening while Aoi was feeding Reita with moans of pleasure. Both men were growing larger, if even thought possible, feeling each others erections against their bodies was almost like an erotic sexual torture. Reita squeezed some lube on his hand and slowly inserted one finger in. Aoi gasped, Reita waited until Aoi was fully comfortable with it, which didn’t take long at all. He inserted two, then three fingers. Reita thought he was going to burst hearing Aois moans. He removed his fingers and searched for the condom ripping it open, applying more lubricant and entering Aoi slowly. After a few seconds he started to slowly thrust gently back and forth. Aoi let out more moans as the thrusts got greater.
Reita nuzzled his face into Aois neck, he wanted to see him as he burst with ecstasy. Aoi let out one final moan that was loud and deep with staggered breathing, Reita kissing his neck. He too was close to orgasm. Before he knew it he was moaning at his breaking point. Reita pulled out a little while after they were done. He fell over next to Aoi, they could both hear the breathing of each other stabilize again, both men sweaty and weak. Aoi kissed Reita very softly on the neck and smiled at him. They just laid there dead like until they fell asleep.
* * *
Next day at rehearsal everybody announced what happened. Mainly to shut up Kai because out of all them he was the most confused at everything going on. “Well that explains the crazy stuff that’s been going on here lately. Well sense practice is over now, I have a date. Talk to you guys later!” And Kai quickly rushed out the door with drumsticks in hand and a great big smile across his adorable face.
“He, a- what?!” Uruha spoke loudly in a surprised voice. “I honestly didn’t think he was much into the dating scene at all.”
“Well he always continues to surprise us! Reita said putting his bass back in its case. “That boy does have a dirty side you know just like we all do!”
